sdf

2009-11-26T14:27:00.001-05:00

Jerry Falwell
Circle I Limbo

Nancy Pelosi
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Riceboys, Bernie Madoff
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

The Pope
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Creationists
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Ben Bernanke
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

George Bush
Circle VII Burning Sands

Rednecks
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Switch

2009-05-06T17:23:00.001-04:00

I have made a swtich over to Tumblr. Big move people.

To the four people that frequent this pathetic blog, come to the new one, i can assure you of the great things to come.

Thanks and farewell.

Global Warming

2009-04-13T14:37:00.002-04:00

At first I was a skeptic. Now as more and more concrete evidence appears, I am doubting myself. I had so many reasons proving Global Warming wrong and yet science has proved me wrong again.

Maybe it was because I really hate Al Gore and how he talks.

???

I havent

2009-04-10T14:55:00.001-04:00

slept in my own bed for 4 nights. Tonight will be a good night.

I did bad on my sat. Predictable.

Spring Break has been

2009-04-09T12:50:00.003-04:00

fun, just been riding every day. Today is beautiful out but i am too tired to do anything. So later today, i will post some of the pictures i took yesterday, In the city and in Hoboken.

That header is

2009-04-06T12:46:00.001-04:00

getting mighty annoying. Have to make a new one cause that one blows major cock.

During this rainy day, might i suggest a liver and a nice chianti?

rim jobs, blow jobs, hand jobs

2009-04-06T12:42:00.002-04:00

Is that all of them? Or are there more?

rim = ew
blow = cool
hand = lame

Calls 911, math emergency

2009-04-03T22:00:00.001-04:00

Super cute, take a listen.

Internet mix v1

2009-03-28T22:07:00.002-04:00

Here is something new.

Every weekend, I am planning to have a post comprised of all the cool, funny, sad, stupid things i find in this dump called the internet. Most days i happen to find a cool and interesting website that sparks my interests and i bookmark them. They wont be classified under any topic and will mostly be random things.

So here it is, v1 baby! Enjoy.

http://www.wimp.com/creepyexperiment/
http://www.cryptogon.com/docs/Introducing%20the%20amazing%20Penta-Lawn%202000!%20(9-11).htm
http://litemind.com/
http://www.reghardware.co.uk/2008/02/28/ps3s_put_to_use_simulating_blackholes/
http://bacchus.gnn.tv/blogs/31476/There_will_not_BE_an_economic_recovery
http://www.flamewarrior.com/barker_interview.htm
http://awesome.goodmagazine.com/transparency/web/trans0309walkthisway.html
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/2517025/world_easy_magic_trick/
http://www.truthout.org/
http://cliptank.com/PeopleofInfluencePainting.htm
http://www.watchtheclonewars.com/
http://www.stargazersrealm.com/MAIN/funnies/couplets.html
http://zenhabits.net/2009/03/how-to-get-bruce-lee-like-strength-without-ever-going-to-a-gym/
http://www.jokes.com/funny/-/george-w--bush-quotes
http://historylink101.net/greece1/pic_acropolis-1.htm
http://definr.com/apostasy

That's it for that. I have more but those will be for another time.

motivation

2009-03-28T17:22:00.003-04:00

Not a damn ounce of it left in my body.

http://www.treta.com.br/2009/03/que-tal-isso-2.html

New Logo/Header

2009-03-26T21:48:00.003-04:00

It came out weird eh?

Ill make a new one later, i was tired of book antigua sitting there.

For now enjoy the new logo and this;

Un Deux Trois Quatre Cinq

2009-03-25T21:12:00.002-04:00

Un) I havent posted in 10 days, not counting the Koala and I figured it was time.

Deux) I wanted to use french numbers because they are the shit.

Trois) The best number ever, Ménage à trois, threesomes yo.

Quatre) Of the Romance languages, I have always found French to be the most appealing to my senses. It flows off the tongue, unlike like English. English is a coarse and somewhat rough language with no rhythm or rhyme. Spanish is also a beautiful language and another brother to the Romance language family. But my feelings for Spanish changed when they slaved us to learn this useless language for 6 years.

Cinq) I need my readers to listen to this song; Hallelujah - Rufus Wainwright
Many artists have covered it but my favorite is Rufus Wainwrights'. I have always liked his music, its easygoing. This song however, really left a good impact. Its a good sound and i am sure you will enjoy it. Jeff Buckley's cover is also quite splendid.

Koalas

2009-03-25T19:29:00.002-04:00

I have found my passion in life. It lies within every cute and cuddly koala in existence. Not only are they the cutest fucking things on earth today but they are also super smart.

Love one too, buy one off the black market for animals.

Chicken Wire

2009-03-15T20:02:00.001-04:00

An old man in Mississippi was sitting on his front porch watching the sun rise. He sees the neighbor's kid walk by carrying something big under his arm.

He yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?"

Boy yells back "Roll of chicken wire."

Old man says "What you gonna do with that?"

Boy says "Gonna catch some chickens."

Old man yells "You damn fool, you can't catch chickens with chicken wire!"

Boy just laughs and keeps walking.

That evening at sunset the boy comes walking by and to the old man's surprise he is dragging behind him the chicken wire with about 30 chickens caught in it.

Same time next morning the old man is out watching the sun rise and he sees the boy walk by carrying something kind of round in his hand.

Old man yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?"

Boy yells back "Roll of duck tape."

Old man says "What you gonna do with that?"

Boy says back "Gonna catch me some ducks."

Old man yells back, "You damn fool, you can't catch ducks with duck tape!"

Boy just laughs and keeps walking.

That night around sunset the boy walks by coming home and to the old man's amazement he is trailing behind him the unrolled roll of duck tape with about 35 ducks caught in it.

Same time next morning the old man sees the boy walking by carrying what looks like a long reed with something fuzzy on the end.

Old man says "Hey boy, whatcha got there?"

Boy says "It's a pussy willow."

Old man says "Wait up ... I'll get my hat."

Perplexed

2009-03-14T21:38:00.002-04:00

I have recently made several changes to my bike.
One: new frame, Superstar New Deal '08
Two: new stem courtesy of animal warehouse, greeen
Three: new cranks, lhd wombies
Four: A lhd cassette but soon to be a lhd reverse.
Five: All Greeeeen.

Pics up soon, when i get my new coaster and lace that wun up.

Songs to fucking check out;

Jai Ho
Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
Family Man - Fleetwood Mac
We need a war - Fischerspooner
Gay Bar part 2 - Electric Six
New york, new york - Moby
Club soda - Ghostland Observatory

Been into electronic, new wave these days. A best of both worlds.

Quoteoftheday - "If I were a dog and you were a flower
I'd lift my leg up and give you a shower"

SAT

2009-03-12T20:01:00.002-04:00

What is the purpose of the SAT? Two definitions that I have come up with.

To thoroughly assess the abilities of a high school student's critical thinking and reasoning.

Or

To drain one of ones' social life. To take up all of their time studying. Spending hundreds on classes and books and training. To prove not a god damn thing in one's lives.

The fact that this test with a combined size of 4 pieces of paper with a bunch of circles determines what I do for the rest of my life is insane. Its absurd, ridiculous, preposterous, and more adjectives of the word insane.

I love education. I hate education wrongly implemented. The idea of an SAT is stupid in itself and should cease to exist.

I am not smart. I have an IQ of 133. I am average. Does this mean I dont know more than all of my school combined in terms of general knowledge? No, I boast that the level of intelligence I possess far surpasses anything anyone knows in my high school. Including the moronic teachers that have an inferiority complex so big they have to boss around teenagers.

Fuck that dude.

I'm sick

2009-03-11T20:07:00.000-04:00

sick of this place. I think I will leave sooner than later

Gen-oh-side

2009-03-09T21:02:00.003-04:00

Desire for genocide upon mankind has never been greater. This feeling increases every waking hour of every minute of every useless second that goes by. My life is comprised of fruitless meaning, wasted days and wasted nights. Justification for my lack of motivation.

I do, in the sincerest of ways, hate mankind. Disgusting. Filthy, morbid creatures with nothing but vulgar things on their feeble minds. I ponder the thought of there ever being some kind of unity between our people. What the fuck am I thinking?

It shall be a sight never seen. A moral earth. A dignified earth. A peaceful earth.

I cannot blame the minds of men however. This is what we are, as a species. Sex and War is all that we can comprehend or understand. Our lives have not a purpose in them.

3 in the morning and

2009-03-08T03:10:00.001-04:00

Just saw watchmen, rode all day in amazing weather, and got fourth meal to top it off.

Whoa!

2009-03-05T15:57:00.002-05:00

A whole 20 views yesterday! I usually average around 7-8. Exciting.

Top Websites

2009-03-04T14:50:00.004-05:00

I am sure you care what my opinion is on the best websites ever, so i will tell you them.

Top 10 in no particular order;
1) Digg.com
2) TheComeUpBmx and the Board
3) College Humor
4) Defgrip
5) 4Chan, if thats down then 7Chan
6) Pbnation
7) Vimeo
8) Pirate Bay
9) WikiPedia
10) Stumble Upon

Runner ups;
1) Facebook; I think you can all assume why this site didnt make the list.
2) Urban Dictionary
3) YouTube
4) Google - Understood
5) MySpace - Understood
6) Craigslist

Sites that you probably dont know about but should;
1) keyboardr.com - not spelt wrong; a brilliant site based off of a brilliant idea.
2) fmylife.com - because your life doesnt suck as much as some of these peoples
3) Lifehacker.com - another incredible site with tons of great knowledge.
4) theweblist.net - Stay current.
5) Global Issues - Stay informed.
6) Newser.com - Know more, read less.
7) thisiswhyyourefat - friend turned me onto this, i am hooked
8) simplythebest.net - freeware/shareware site
9) documentary24.com - a site for free documentaries, so great.
10) godsminivan.blogspot.com - oh, fuck.

Use them, i'd hate to have to keep all of this good suff to myself.

I just realized

2009-03-03T22:12:00.000-05:00

how buggy the new layout is.

Hmmm. I like it though and it took a while to get to work so I am keeping it.

A new layout, A new you, A new me?

2009-03-03T22:05:00.002-05:00

Yes, a new layout.

Its of the Tai Pei Skyline and its magnificent. Hope you people enjoy it.

I will be posting better now, more. My opinions on current events, on new computers, on new bike parts on everything that sparks my interests. I am sure I will spark something inside of you too.

Beautiful.

I havent posted

2009-02-27T19:53:00.002-05:00

In quite a while now. No one comes to this blog anymore except the random person who accidentally stumbles upon it. Well i say to that person that I appreciate the 4 seconds he will be spending on this page until clicking back or on a new website.

hey, thanks

2009-02-27T19:52:00.001-05:00

I am really lucky i know how to speak and have the ability to go to the bathroom by myself.

hard ass?

2009-01-24T18:01:00.002-05:00

its funny isnt it?

Let me tell you.

Kids these days are becoming worse. Oh yeah, its so fucking cool when you act tough and act like you are hot shit right? Going to the gym, working out, taking protein everyday. You know me! Drinking, smoking, hookin' up wit the gurlz yo! I'm so sick in this guinea tee! Affliction t-shirts are so fucking awesome gaiz, lets all buy some!

you are all fucking tools, hahahaha, you faggots.

I wish i could somehow express to you how high you level of stupidity really goes. You live in a rich town with rich parents, you are cool. You have nice armani/A&E clothes, you are cool. You fail in school and have no future ahead of you, you are really cool. You live to work out and impress girls, even cooler man. You act tough in front of your friends, you are super cool. You act tough period, you are uber cool. You pretend you are good at something, you are so fucking awesome.

Big arms will garantee you a spot on the fast lane. Rich parents will support you for the rest of your life. Your clothes will still look good at fourty. You failing each class wont matter, you have unlimited chances! You getting "mad pussy" will deffinately put you in a higher role in society. You and your awesome friends will still be with you at thirty years old, after flunking out of community college.

Realization of the truth far surpasses anything of value in your life.

Dual screen desktop

2009-01-18T11:26:00.002-05:00

Are the shit.

Very simple to do also

I am back, better than ever. This blog is back, better than ever

2009-01-18T11:25:00.001-05:00

a self assessment.

2008-11-07T09:29:00.003-05:00

a self assessment.

I am the kid that could care less. I can go through high school happy and content with a B average, knowing full well of my capabilities to achieve more. I couldnt give more than two shits about popularity and being liked, i will only see these people for 4 years of my life at the most. I am satisfied with the bare minimal, shooting for the highest star is not for me. I couldnt give a fuck. Life is good and life is easy. Because my life is nothing, your life is nothing, humankind is nothing. We are all nothings walking around full nothing at all. Once you accept the fact that you wont make a change, you will never make name for yourself, and that even if you do achieve a greatness, that greatness amounts to nothing in the real world and universe. The glass is always half empty people, the day you admit how worthless we are as a species, is the day you shall be liberated.

election

2008-11-04T23:48:00.001-05:00

Let us see where this goes....

Done with work.

2008-11-01T08:58:00.002-04:00

So yeah, Seasons' ending on the farm and i am happy as fuck.

Halloween was fine, got a whole shit ton of candy for going for like 30 minutes. Then we just chilled, played some games, played some pool for a couple hours.

OT(off topic)

Its weird though, people always vow for affection and it seems to me that they cant even function without being with someone or some other person. My views tend to sway more towards seclusion and being alone to truly be with yourself. Dont get me wrong, i am an extremely social person, and i am around other people much much more than i am by myself. But, honestly, I'd prefer my own company over all others.

Does this make me an emo? haha, fuck no.
I hate human contact, but i am good at it so whatever man.

desktop;

2008-10-26T11:04:00.001-04:00

2008-10-22T15:43:00.001-04:00

Another 80

JESUS CHRIST

2008-09-27T19:28:00.001-04:00

it is September 27, 2008.

FUCKING TIME MAN, IT SHITS ON YOUR FACE. MOTHERFUCKER IS A SNEAKY LITTLE FUCK, WATCH YOUR SHIT TIME.

Hey, why dont you try for a change?

2008-09-27T19:20:00.002-04:00

I dont try

What i mean by this is that i dont give a shit about, well...., shit.

I dont care enough about this world and myself to care about things i tend to seem passionate about. Take school or riding bikes, i do the bare minimum to keep up. I suck at both but I am good enough to be considered semi-halfway-partially-decent at them. School and bike riding are two totally different things but its like this with any other situation ive been in. With life, love, and trying to keep up, i am always the guy that is either in the middle or second to last.

I could be good at life, i really could be.

How are you?

2008-09-20T22:00:00.002-04:00

How are you?

Im fine.

And you?

I AM DOING GOOD.

Well, lets assess the situation good sirs.
Are you really doing good?

No, you are not. You are not doing any good to anyone. Who is doing good?

The Red Cross, the salvation army, and all of those other pro-life organizations.

Doing good should become a scarcely used term throughout.

its fine if you reply with doing WELL.

I am doing well, thank you.

we really are asleep

2008-08-19T23:13:00.000-04:00

The Archive from Sean Dunne on Vimeo.

So i havent

2008-08-17T21:17:00.002-04:00

been on here for a while and i have been noticing a huge drop in visitors..

It went from 10 a day average to 1-2 daily!! Hey whatever man, you dont want to here me bitch and moan about stupid things anyway. Who would?

And so.

We come to the very large barrier concerning the very big pebkac. I have become a large, infested, and ill zit, waiting to get popped. gross...

I love you all, and i love the fact that in have the same readers every so often. every other month you come here to see what kind of stupid shit i have written, and you leave dissapointed at the fact that i am a huge waste of life.
i am sorry.

Another comment.

2008-08-17T21:16:00.000-04:00

To the comment below:

How dare you fucking preach your bullshit to me? I didnt care to read the passages, reading fictional works from stupid holy books is of least interest to me, as it should be to you. Especially when it is a story of how god starved and killed his "people" as a sign of hope and as a lesson to be learned. You stupid fucks dont realize it yet but Christianity is sadistic and manipulative by nature, corrupting simple young and old minds since the day that stupid fucking baby was born on December 25th.

"Without a heart for God, we cannot hear His Word."

Ill be glad to rid you of your heart, you faggot fuck. I wouldnt need a tool, my bare hands would do fine.

What kind of scumbag has the audacity to post this kind of shit on a blatantly open atheist? A person who obviously despises religious beliefs and feels no greater hate to those who choose to follow it. This myspace comment is the ultimate disrespect and a good example of insolence.

"In the novel No Blade of Grass, a virus attacks all the grasses of the world, including wheat, barley, rye, oats, and rice. The world is plunged into famine and violence. People kill for food."

Is this want your god strives for? Are you fucking stupid? Humans are animals, literally, and it is our basic instinct to survive by eating. If surviving means killing other humans than so be it. We cannot help ourselves, humans are weak and feeble minded, we are animalistic by nature. It is called natural selection, a theory that has much much more evidence than your "holy book" thanks to a great man, Charles Darwin. So is this what your gods wants? To show him/her/it that humans are strong enough to starve themselves for god? Well, no animal is, nothing that is living and breathing has the willpower to bypass basic human substance for a mythical figure and an imaginary friend, so to speak.

cont'd:

"God warns us a different kind of famine, "a famine ... of hearing the words of the LORD.
" A lack of food can lead to disease and death. A famine of the Word can produce eternal consequences. Without access to God's Word, we lack wisdom for life and the message of eternal life in Christ. We need "the sincere milk of the word, that [we] may grow thereby.
" (1 Peter 2:2)

Let me ask you, who exactly is Peter? Some jewish fucking kike that wrote some absurd shit about some god of his in 70bc? Or might it have been some guy, siting at home, a couple thousand years ago and said, "hey! Why dont we make an excuse for some of the shit going on in the world right now! A tsunami killed a couple million people yesterday but since we are from ancient times, we dont know that underwater earthquakes cause huge waves of water to come in! We will blame it on a deity of some sort, GOD! He will be our master and punish us for our wrong doings, because we humans are a sinful and immoral people! Yay! Maybe in a couple thousand years, they will find a scientific explanation for these events and forget about the god that i have just made up!"

Think about it, and God Bless You too my oh so foolish brother.

This is what happens when i get stupid myspace comments.

Grammaaar!

2008-08-06T22:47:00.001-04:00

Girls with perfect grammar when they type and write is such a turn on for me.

Shits insane!

dayswithmyfather

2008-07-24T09:05:00.001-04:00

http://www.dayswithmyfather.com/

top 5's

2008-07-16T09:34:00.002-04:00

Well, I should give you the lowdown...

Yesterday was my birthday, maybe one of the best yet! In total, I received 350 bones to go about spending. I also got a Digital Nikon camera. So yeah, at the moment, material things arent really on my mind.

I have though, been seeing a ton of people making top 5's and stuff so here's one from me. Its not that you will read it anyway eh?

5 top places:
Tokyo
Seoul
Munich
Berlin
Vancouver

5 favorite movies:
Clockwork Orange and/or anything by Kubrick
Star Wars
Forrest Gump
anything and everything by pixar - Wall-e ftw
2001 Space Odyssey

5 top foods:
Korean food
Cup Ramen
sushi
Fast fucking food
steak and beer

5 top music at the moment:
Iron and Wine
The postal service
MGMT
M83
Midlake

5 websites:
pbnation
thecomeupbmx and the board
digg.com
myspace
defgrip

5 things to do:
ride my bike
computer
eat
sleep
think

5 things that annoy me:
when my steak is overdone
something on my bike is broken
schoolwork
stress
sluts and whores and bitches

5 reasons to leave america:
the people
the culture!??
fat motherfucking people suck dick
the rednecks and the hicks, the rude and ill mannered black women, the white and black "gangstas"
the fucking goverment

5 words to end this:
please please please try trying.

You insignificant little fucking shits.

2008-07-05T22:48:00.002-04:00

fuck you

treachery and immorality is your binding. you would fucking burn if it were my choice, after getting each limb cut from your fragile and disgusting meat and water body. I fucking hate your guts, I feel sorry for the motherfucker that had to give birth to you and the hapless fuck that realized that he created you. I feel sorry for myself for letting you exist, for allowing you breath, and standing idly by while you feast on your fucking greed. you are one shitfucking motherfucking cunt and i fucking despise you in all that you will never stand.

/post
/faggots
/lives
/earth
/society
/reality
/socialism
/politics
/us

Hello sirs.

2008-07-04T21:29:00.001-04:00

life is free, love comes at a huge price though

2008-06-30T21:54:00.000-04:00

becuase i was not planning on sleeping tonight.

my top 10... hmph

2008-06-30T10:26:00.002-04:00

joon's top fucking ten

1) Pbnation - what is paintball? ST
2) 4Chan- /b/ , /wg/ , /w/ , /gif/ , and others occasionally.
3) thecomeupboard and comeupbmx.net
4) Myspace- because i am a huge fucking faggot
5) Youtube, dailymotion, vimeo, and any other video share websites you can think of
6) this blog.
7) bmx-forum
8) ytmnd
9) piratebay
10) photobucket, tinypic, w/e

Wall-e

2008-06-29T13:14:00.001-04:00

I cried.

Pixar never fails to impress

yo

2008-06-28T22:31:00.002-04:00

hey baby, want to suck on my dick? I'd greatly appreciate the hard work you'd put into it.

Alright, sure, why not..

Sweet, thanks.

NEED TO KNOW BASIS??!??

Get it right bitch

2008-06-25T08:21:00.001-04:00

twenty two year old sister

2008-06-23T17:59:00.001-04:00

I cannot stress enough about how people can, ultimately be.

She is one of the main reasons i hate people, the ultimate root of evil, the quintessential psychotic, unbelievably selfish, and embodies the meanings of rudeness. This thing needs to have an reality check. It lives by itself in an small New York apartment, friendless and utterly pathetic. You can do nothing but feel bad for this minuscule piece of shit. It drains its parents for over 1100 paper bills in a span of a mere 30 days, every year, every month. Even after, it still has the fucking audacity to ask for more material things, to beg and plead like the scumbag it really is. It can manipulative to no ends and acts in such an immoral way, i cannot even comprehend how such an evil were to be created. This vile creature, is the one to instigate and to not one to ever sublimate. It lives and strives for confrontations as it fights whatever stands in it's way. Trying to act as if it were somewhat knowledgeable, this quite foolish and dumb thing acts to appear as it is smart to others, even though this mirage is quite easy to see through. It is so fucking stupid and ignorant beyond compare, spitting swear words and curses at whomever and whatever. Is too damn retarded to understand what a horrific and terrible thing it really is and goes about living its damn pitiful life as it wastes money, time, and life with its existence. It is so useless, it does nothing and has nothing to live on except some damn shitty third rate drawing skills. Vicious, wicked, and really fucking diabolical are the terms i'd coin for this disgusting motherfucker. It will not get to where it wants to go with that rueful fucking attitude. Maliciously affecting those surrounding her, she only hangs out with lowlife faggots and complete and total morons that resemble the faces of only the most horrid thing you'd ever seen. She will never find love or compassion acting the way she does, acting on her most basic and foolish impulses. She is twenty two years old, but the way she conducts herself can be comprable to that of a prepubescent child, as she never finsishes a thing. Fashionably late is her motto, and she is absolute converse of the meaning punctual. Even if people suffer and wait for her, she takes her time, last minute, proscrastination to a mass scale. Rude and ill mannered, she shows no respect for others and their thoughts, as she is constantly being a "bitch" to everyone, literally. Severely untalented and unskilled, she is fucking useless, she does nothing right and acts as if she is intelligent by being worthless. Really, words cannot express her nature, her sadistic and malevolent behavior is annoying to no extent and i am fucking sick of her. I'd wish i could never glance at her ugly and putrid face, if it werent my sibling. Even thousand dollar medicines cannot cure the monstrosity that is your face. You are hideous and utterly vulgar to others. You are disgusting and i fucking despise you in every inch you stand. The fucking cherry on top is the fact that she is a "devout" christian. Please, dont put on a show, you have no god, you cannot hide behind one and you should accept the fact that a god has never existed. Behave like a repulsive douchebag all your life, go on keep at it. My only wish is to let her know how i feel, how our family feels, and how people feel about people like her. I am forced to love her putrid soul, solely on the fact that we share a common bloodline. Fuck her, fuck her beliefs, fuck her behavior, fuck her ideals, fuck her for being the lowlife sack of shit she is, fuck her for the absolute uselessness she portrays.

A fucking abomination to the human race is the only word i can summarize her with.

The only thing that is out of context here is yourself, you lowlife piece of shit.

I was asked...

2008-06-22T17:56:00.002-04:00

that if i were to get severely wounded and was on the edge of death, i saw the fiery pits of hell and eternal damnation, what would i tell the person holding me for the last few seconds?

My response; "Please, take care of my loved ones, and carry out my will. I am starting to hallucinate and I am beginning to see absurd and imaginative things, that will never exist in reality!"

It is about that time eh?

2008-06-18T22:46:00.001-04:00

/b/, the cancer was too great.

myspace survery for all you fags

was the last person you kissed physically attractive?
i would find my turtle to be somewhat attractive.

do you currently have a hickey?
nah

who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
my father, about mailing something

what were you doing at seven am?
watching the glory

what was the last reason you cried?
my father had gone and beaten me up for doing something totally wrong. I deserved it.

what are you wearing right now?
boxers

have you ever driven without a license?
no, im just not that badass

have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
high on what? yes, i suppose so

is there anything that you are craving right now?
SOME FUCKING PUSSY

what did you do last night?
GET PUSSY

do you drink tea?
sometimes;

is anyone on your bad side right now?
i have no "bad side", no matter the circumstances.

what jewelry are you wearing?
my clothes

do you clean when you’re upset?
what the fuck?

would you ever dye your hair blonde?
if i wanted to look like a complete jackass, sure.

do you know anyone who’s pregnant?
yes

what are you looking forward to?
life

do you talk to the person you like?
i dont like anyone, hmph

what are you listening to?
Yes - Coldplay

any plans for tomorrow?
finals.
possibly my bike

who were your last three texts from?
come over and see

do you still talk to the person who broke your heart the worst?
my heart has not been broken and never will be, although i can say that it has been damaged at times

are you a flirt?
what

have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
sure

has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
i would call them my close friends

what's the one thing that always gets you through a bad day?
weed

what are you doing right now?
stumbling youtube

do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
sure, no harm in letting them know

do your initials spell out a word?
sure, in some language

who was the last person you kissed?
person? then it was k

how often do you receive high fives?
frequently

where is the last place you went to go eat?
the commons

have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
no

do you sing in the shower?
i shower with the lights off, in the pitch black, where i can slowly sing the song of Lucifer's final testaments.

where is the last place you went shopping?
albes. com

do you prefer a call or a text?
an email would suffice

did you enjoy your last kiss?
id say so.

have you ever been on television?
yes, i have

who was the first person you talked to today?
Sister, if not family, then alex

looking forward to something this weekend?
why not! always look forward to something

we belong to the light

2008-06-15T22:40:00.000-04:00

We belong to the light
We belong to the thunder
We belong to the sound of the words
Weve both fallen under
Whatever we deny or embrace
For worse or for better
We belong, we belong
We belong together

Maybe its a sign of weakness
When I dont know what to say
Maybe I just wouldnt know
What to do with my strength anyway
Have we become a habit
Do we distort the facts
Now theres no looking forward
Now theres no turning back
When you say

Pat Benatar - We Belong

Weeks

2008-06-15T19:02:00.002-04:00

This is the final week of school, literally. The finals are coming in two days and i havent done shit work.

fathers days
I love my father, and you should too. He is the smartest man you will ever meet, and will ever hope to meet. No matter how annoying he can be, i love him to my heart's extent, n/h. Everyday is father's day.

we might as well

2008-06-11T22:00:00.002-04:00

>>We might as well be faggots full of faggot's faggotry.
>>We might be faggots of faggot's faggotry.
>>faggots of faggot's faggotry.
>>faggots of faggot's
>>faggo-
OH SHI-

100th post

2008-06-09T20:25:00.002-04:00

Yeah, thats pretty cool i guess.

Let me ask myself something. How come, every time something absolutely incredible happens to me, I find a way to fuck up. Its getting weird now, its almost abnormal at times how good i have it going and i find a way to mess shit up. This has happened countless number of times with school, family, friends, and the opposite sex. Its quite annoying. I have had beautiful opportunities at times but its always fucked. Everyone I have ever talked to, i have had a chance of change. Always fucked.

Today was a decent day, pool all day long at a friend's house.

summer of '08 WOOHOOO!!!

2008-06-08T20:44:00.003-04:00

actually, nahh.

thinking about it, i honestly would much rather be in school.

Everyone is saying how amazing their summer is already bound to be, how fun and out of control it will be. Well, frankly speaking, my summer will be as dull as always. I can actually comprise a list of the exact things i will be doing this "oh so glorious" summer.

1) Riding my bike
2) Hanging out with my friends as i ride my bike
3) raising my cholesterol level to 160 from daily consumption of BK fries, while riding my bike
4) going places, with my bike
5) fixing my bike
6) doing the computer for countless hours
7) sleeping for countless hourse
8) eating
9) eating
~~10) work out, nvm~~
11) get high off life
12) uhh, write on this lame ass gay faggot blog

Yupp, that about sums it up.

new layout

2008-06-06T20:25:00.000-04:00

The other one was far too black and depressing. I need as much joy i can get, im running out of it quite fast.

its funny, really

2008-06-06T19:59:00.004-04:00

Second day on the job at the farm, fairly smooth so far. I am getting paid the very minimum of 7.15 a hour but hey, money is money. Dont you fucking complain either.

Tomorrow the weather is apparently going to be fucking scorching. 94 degrees? Believe that shit fuck. Working in a stuffy farm house while lines upon line of angry shoppers complain about my pathetic use of the register.

Goddamn i am one huge motherfucking faggot for actually using this shit. Fuck.

I have realized something, its funny, really. Its the fact that some people, that you knew(past tense) really arent what you figured them out to be. They actually are the complete opposite of your predictions, and that may come as a suprise to you, as it did to me. Generally, it seems to happen with the female part of the human race. They are so fake sometimes, it can appear as if they are really that fucking strange later on. The way they act, it is absolutely ridiculous and utterly abnormal.

At times, it could be for worse or for the better, but this week, I experienced some of both. Good to bad, bad to worse, and good to worse. Funny thing.

I hope my last week of sophmore year lives up to its expectations of being the best. I am sick and tired of my predictions failing on me. It generally hurts me a lot more than others involved. Physically and emotionally.

fuck

ahah! June first

2008-06-01T21:15:00.002-04:00

The passing weekend was not a complete drag. It was pretty fun actually. "shes got the cutest dog ever"

3 weeks of school remains, or so ive heard. Its too bad, i hate finals. Much too much stress. On top of the heaping amount of pressures' already on me. :sarcastic:

I learned to my knowledge that the reason my monitor doesnt turn a certain way is PEBKAC.
Oh well, w/e

My asshole feels as if i was in brokeback mountain from hang 5's. The trick is sweet as fuck but landing those fuckers feels as if it was a metal rod to be put into your rectum. again, w/e, landing them gave me a sense of accomplishment. Next up? perfecting hang 5's and possibly 360s

I see the way you see us as I have seen them. Why is it that i love others, more than myself?

I can not forgive willfull ignorance.

2008-05-31T11:21:00.003-04:00

Thats it. Being a ignorant and stupid is fine with me, but when people choose to be stupid as some sort of daily way of expressing their faith, It fucking gets to me. These stupid people, live their daily lives loving god and praising their almighty saviour..

How would i say it? You are monumentally and colossally fucking stupid. Moronic wouldnt even cut it. Religions are flawed in ways indescribable, so flawed that a young child could stump the world's religious leader. What if, a 7 year old child were to ask the pope, "What is god? What is good, what is bad?, What is heaven and hell? Who is Santa Claus? Is that god?" Tell me, how would the fucking pope respond to a argument like that.

Some say that a godless world would be too terrible and chaotic to live in, and in very few ways, I agree to that notion. Humans are so feeble and weak minded that we need a somewhat imaginary friend to survive and with out it, we'd probably be living in a world of anarchy.

But come on, have you ever questioned the existence of god?

Tell me, How many times has religion been proved wrong by means of science or common fucking sense? Doesn't the bible tell us the story of humanity? God picks up some sand in the newly created earth, which he made by the way, spits on the sand and molds living breathing humans from it. These humans then fuck and make a few kids. Then their kids commit incest on a huge ass grand fucking scale to make up the human population. So that means that the black man next door is my cousin. Sounds about right?

Maybe if i went back to 1000BC, this level of stupidity would be justified to a slight extent. Back then, when a lighting bolt struck, or a hurricane ravaged a people, they had no clear explanation and were forced to blame it on a power. This power was the god that chose what to do us and how to do it. They then lived by the rule that we must not anger this power and if we do, we get punished.

Present day: You have a light bolt come down and strike a man, you know full well that that light bolt was initiated by an atmospheric discharge. Dont you dare fucking say that the man was a sinner and deserved to go to hell or some shit. That is exactly the stupid fucking talk, i'd kill to not hear.

Guess what the dumbest fucking shit about this is? There are many different religions with several gods and they each believe something different than the other. How fucking stupid can you be? "Other religions are wrong and we are right, our god is the right god. So we will argue and even kill for this belief!"

You dumbass sacks of shit, One religion is no different from each other. They are all fucking absurd. Foolish and fictitious is what I'd use to describe your faith.

I refuse to respect religion and people who follow it, call me a pessimistic worthless bitch with nothing to live for. I could care less about you, your god, and your faith. I despise the fact that everyday, I stand idly by while people waste their lives and potential to some stupid fucking credence of some sort.

What I know is this, you people are the definition of willful ignorance, and i will not tolerate it any longer. You people are disgusting and repugnant.

Fuck, and be fucked.

What a relief!

2008-05-29T22:18:00.001-04:00

What a great thing, a weight has definitely been lifted off my shoulders. Its great to see a movement among statues.

Dull and boring is what that would be.

:]]

Happy!

its may 27?!?1?!one

2008-05-27T22:00:00.002-04:00

Jumping jesus christ almighty, Just yesterday, it felt as if it was the new year. Now bring your mouse to the bottom right of your screen.

May 27. That means that June is here, June means the summer, The summer indicates no school, no school is good. Isnt it? I mean, in september, i find myself dreading to go back to another year of the said "best years of my life". But here arises the strange dilemna. I enjoy my life a shit ton at this moment, the care-free, fuck school lifestyle. Everyday, i am either on my bike, on the computer, at a fast food resturant, or doesing work. But really, these years really are the best, because of the sense of complete and total security i feel in my life. If my life were to be represented as a tree, my high school years would be interpreted to be the trunk, the thickest part, the part with the usually gaping hole.

So, i say, enjoy it. Love it and Embrace these days for they will never and cannot be repeated.

my dick is sad

2008-05-27T09:51:00.000-04:00

because you make me mad, you floppy fish you.

Fuck vacation, school all year long baby.

fuck me?

2008-05-24T22:58:00.002-04:00

lately, things have been kind of hectic. Its memorial day weekend and we just bought a sweet propane grill. Shits sweet man, grilling is really fun and tasty as shit. I am having mad problems with slamming my rear wheel to the dropout, filing the shit out of it...

So yeah, yesterday was a pretty sweet day. We rode to the wayne pool to ride something and it was like full of people and so we rode to William Paterson University and rode there.

The entire place was deserted, the halls, the dorms, the classrooms, it was literally an empty campus with a few students here and there. We went into a few buildings, got water, a can of soda, fucked around a bit. I bet we could have broken into dorm rooms or what not if we wanted to, the place was literally empty. It was quite depressing for me, the place felt abandoned. Their campus isnt half bad either. But yeah, we went there to ride and there was a pretty good amount of things to do there. Wood ledges, conreate ledges, stair sets, and what not. It was cool, deff going there again sometime soon.

I hope this vacation is fun, i do.

TLDR: ballsack

music update

2008-05-23T10:00:00.004-04:00

Here is good music. The music i listen to is always good.

Rufus Wainright
Papoose
Belle and Sebastian
James Blunt
Kanye West
Keane
Regina Spektor
Rasputina
Modest Mouse
Radiohead
REM
Flight of the concords
Yael Naim
Portishead
Chords
Jedi Mind Tricks

its decided!

2008-05-18T22:33:00.002-04:00

My Philosophy; I solemnly swear to my life, to the life of others, and to the life of my pony samantha, that i shalt not ever associate with them to an extent beyond friendship. They is useless and have nothing to gain from.

Ideal

2008-05-17T08:45:00.002-04:00

30 years from now, where would my existence lead me?

ideally, it would go something like this..

I would graduate high school with decent scores get into a decent college. From that college, since i have no idea what i would major in, i'd try to get a job anywhere, anyhow. With that job i would like to have an above average annual income, and the money that i dont spend, i will store in a large interest bank account. This will continue for around 25 something years. In that 25 years, i will work and sleep. By that time, the bank account should have enough money to buy my own island, literally. I would buy my own secluded, private island. Not a tropical sunny island, an island in which i have access to good soil, a place to build, and a place for a small amount of livestock. By this time, i will be an estimated 50 years old. The remainder of my life will consist of independency, secluded from society, and far apart from the treacherous ways of the human race. Since there is nothing to live for, live for yourself.

for them

2008-05-14T20:52:00.002-04:00

None of this was my fault. They are terrible at conversations, they never talk. They always act so damn distant all of the time, i cant just do everything in this fucking thing. They always fucking blow us off for some stupid shit, fuck that. They dont know the meaning of a friendship, a relationship, a godamn commitment. They seem like they are chill and then they are just the opposite. A godamn waste of time, a motherfucking waste of life.

2008-05-14T20:20:00.002-04:00

JK. I love this shit

go listen to this song.. Concrete schoolyard - jurrasic5

lul at this survery/w/e i just did 40 seconds ago, enjoy it

1) How old do you look?
my age

2) Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
dead

3) Are you waiting for something?
death

4) What were you doing at ten last night?
sleeping

5) Last myspace message you received?
one of those porn star myspaces..trish, she was blonde

6) Can you handle the truth?
no

7) Did you cry today?
just once

8) Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
no, why would i hate god?

9) Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
any one who wants to know

10) Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
religion?!?

11) Last shocking news you heard?
my dad just got like 15 snackers

12) What was the last thing you drank?
hard capri sun

13) Last person you hugged?
my mother

14) Who do you most look like in your family?
my grandfather

15) Did you have a dream last night?
of course, it was as bizzare as always.

16) How many piercings do you have?
none

17) If you could have something right now, what would it be?
a life!

18) Does anyone call you babe?
yeah

19) Where does most of your family live?
asia!

20) Have you ever seen somebody get hit by a car?
yes, it was quite tragic

21) Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
sure

23) What did you receive for Valentine's Day?
pussy

24) Have you ever had a panic attack?
what the fuck

25) Can you sleep in jeans?
sure

26) What can't you wait for?
these motherfucking kfc snackers.

27) When's the last time you told someone you loved them and meant it?
if we are not counting my parental units, then no one

28) Have your parents ever smoked pot?
doubt it

29) Want someone back in your life?
my philosophy, dont pull anyone into your life at all, save the trouble

30) Do you live near your most recent ex boyfriend / girlfriend?
sure

31) Are you good at giving directions?
fuck yeah

32) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?
what the fuck

33) When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
well, there has to be something to cry about

34) Who was your last text from?
alex, telling me to answer my damn phone

35) Ever licked someone's cheek?
does eating one count?

36) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
penis

37) Where were you on July 4th, 2007?
home

38) What body part(s) do you wash first in the shower?
my process of daily cleansing
1) wet
2)shampoo
3)soap
4)water
5)face
6).....
7)profit!

39) Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an D ?
strangely, yes i have

40) Do you prefer warm or cold weather ?
i dont fucking give a shit

41) What do you currently hear right now?
elton john's tiny dancer

42) Does someone like you right now?
of course

43) Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
why not?

44) What are your nicknames?
joon

45) On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings?
directly on the clitoris'

46) If you could make out with your crush right now, would you?
i would need a crush for this question..

47) Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
sure, plenty of times

48) Have you ever kissed someone and hated it?
sure

49) What is your favorite color?
black like my soul

50) If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
to 7/14/92

serialy, my last post

2008-05-08T17:25:00.001-04:00

I am not sure if you have ever fully interpreted my views on religion. I have compiled a few images, images that I believe depict my exact feelings toward religion, mainly Christianity. I know full well that these pictures are all very controversial, and so i put these here as a symbol. What kind of symbol? You figure that out..

last post

2008-05-08T17:12:00.002-04:00

I just dont want to use this blog anymore, i wont delete it though.

And since this blog has around 5-7 visitors a day, i thank you, for being such great people.

<3

Iron man, Iron man does whatever iron can!

2008-05-05T21:20:00.001-04:00

So yeah i heard iron man was deece.

Ap's tomorrow, span test tomorrow, chem test tomorrow..

Lifes wonderful.

I am one ignorant, racist piece of trash

2008-05-04T01:17:00.000-04:00

I am sorry.

I am sorry to african american people. I am sorry that everytime i see a black person on the street looking shady, i immediately assume that he/she is a threat. I am sorry to homosexual people. I am sorry that when i see a gay couple in the park, i look away in disgust. I am sorry to islamic people. I am sorry that when i see a muslim man walk onto a plane, I fear for my life. I am sorry to asian people. I am sorry that when i see you behind the wheel of a car, i get chills. I am sorry to australian people. I am sorry that if i were to see an aussie on the sidewalk, id kill him/her for being australian. I am sorry to eastern european people. I am sorry that when i see you, i'd imagine you pulling out an AK47 from your jacket and shooting everyone within your range. I am sorry to african people. I am sorry about me not giving a shit about you and your starving children, and i am sorry about the terrible conditions you live through. I am sorry to all indian people. I am sorry because when i see you on the street, i hold my breath. I am sorry to mexican people. I am sorry that i look down upon you because your country does not have as many oppurtunities as the US. I am sorry to myself. I am sorry because i was raised with this mentality.

I am however not sorry to canadian people. You all suck.

where the magic happens?

2008-05-04T00:46:00.001-04:00

haha.

do they smoke grass out there in space man?

2008-05-03T00:53:00.002-04:00

This bowie to bowie, do hear me out there man?
How far out are you man? im pretty far out man! thats pretty far out man!

Credo - any creed or formula of belief

http://www.chass.utoronto.ca/~sousa/credo.html

I The Universe we live in is completely without point.

II. Truth is absolute; truth telling, and truth hearing, relative.

III. Knowledge is general; existence is particular.

IV. We are animals, and everything worth knowing about us derives from biology.

V. The madness of religion and the wisdom of science have the same source.

VI. The root of the tree of knowledge is chance, and its sap the study of chemistry.

VII. Civilization is built on accident, illusion, and mystery.

VIII. Death is the mother of beauty.

IX. Sex is only slightly more likely to be pure than love.

life is good

2008-05-01T01:59:00.000-04:00

So yeah, its good man. I mean its not ideal per se, but its certainly looking up. My wrist feels better, my mind feels better, high school is walking along, although i am still trying to catch up.. I think ive got my feelings under control now, not much to worry about at my age anyway. Suming it up, its been a pretty laid back year.. and i like laid back

But since life is good, should i not be happy? at least content? Because I feel depressed.

Strange right?

this blog

2008-04-29T09:37:00.005-04:00

Well, i am going to try and clear up some things..

What is this blog?
When I made this blog, i didnt really have a purpose for it. I use it to bitch and moan about the things everyone else wants to bitch and moan about but dont. I also use it voice my opinion in words and not keep them bottled up in a brain full of other useless junk. Basically, what this blog page is meant for, is to express the opinions of a somewhat average kid behind his monitor.

Who is this somewhat average kid?
My name is joon and i like the internet. I am an Existentialist and Liberal Atheist. I believe in Singularity and i am Singularitarian. I like Philosophy, and the mind thinking outside of the rules. Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, Einstein, and Kierkegaard are the most brilliant and exceptional people to grace their presence on this earth and one day i hope to be a fraction of what they were and still are. I think that the universe is without point and that mankind was doomed from the day that chimpanzee learned to walk upright. At some point in my life, id like to buy an island and live secluded from the world, and survive without society. I am not smart and not very good at school either but i manage. Life is really about living and if living is my job then ill try my best at it.

How old are you?
Old enough to know better.

Are you gay?
Sometimes

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sublimate life.

2008-04-28T01:00:00.001-04:00

Sublimation is the transformation of unwanted impulses into something less harmful

Example: I am angry. I go out and chop wood. I end up with a useful pile of firewood. I am also fitter and nobody is harmed.

Get it?

So basically, when life gives you rotten lemons, you get angry at life, but life tells you that the lemons are good enough to make some lemonade. So you settle for some shitty lemonade and life is laughing at you.

I tend to sublimate what i dont need to sublimate, and later regret that i did. Strange isnt it.

Well.

Its about 1:00 in the morning and i just realized how much i despise the nighttime. Its silent, but in an eerie, melancholy type of mood. God, I hate it. I want light, i want dew on the grass, i want the birds to chirp, i want my early morning tv shows. I want the day to begin and not to end. I want the sun on the brink of coming up, where light and dark shake hands and part ways.

ma mornin's are mine and my own.

2008-04-27T17:19:00.001-04:00

a sad day of days

2008-04-27T13:11:00.002-04:00

Well, apparently I have torn a ligament in my wrist so that needs to be checked out. Even with my throbbing wrist pains, i am trying to stay positive. As a result, i have compiled the 10 things that i appreciate everyday, and in essence are the 10 things that keep me from committing suicide.

1) the computer, plainly put, if you were to obtain my computer's hard drive, you'd know more about me than my parents.

2) my digital clock, really, this clock is what determines how my life will end up in 30 years.

3) the bicycle, love it, the countless hours put into fixing it and riding it, just riding around with my friends, not much to care about.

4) chocolate bars, self-explanatory

5) the music, the strange ways of expressing emotion

6) the family, always man

7) the friends, making fun of each other, fights, laughs, irreplaceable times

8) the imagination, with you, i'd be nothing!

9) the bed, i call her betty

10) the turkey hill ice cream brand

So its spring break.

2008-04-26T10:32:00.002-04:00

My ever so exciting plans?

im staying in wayne of course, im just going to sit on the computer or ride my bike. Sounds terrific eh?

w/e.

Id rather live a dull and unstressful life than a fast and out of control life..

another day, another dream

2008-04-26T08:00:00.004-04:00

I think that as we grow up, we lose life. And I am not talking about life span or how long you live for, no...

Someday, go to an elementary school and into a 5 year old classroom. They are bursting with life, their creativity and imaginations are vivid and wonderful. And as they play, you begin to realize that you were once the same. But as you matured, society influenced a colorless and dry imagination unto you.

Society told you that you were not good enough to become a astronaut, that you were too stupid to become the next Einstein, that you were just another person, nothing special. Society is and was wrong. Any man has the potential to achieve great things and accomplish incredible feats. Although it has become increasing harder to do simply because of the times we are living in. But that just means we should all be trying that much harder. If you had a dream and it failed, repursue it. If you have a dream, never cease to keep t it.

I have already lost all sense of hope in this life of mine, im going to live the remainder of my days hopeless and hapless, waiting for that dream to return.

Allergic

2008-04-25T20:41:00.002-04:00

allergies are killing me...

Benadryl is not effective enough to stop all the things im allergic to, and im allergic to everything.
allergic to dust, pollen, people, liars, hypocrites, racists, and grass..

god..

bliss

2008-04-24T21:14:00.003-04:00

I saw a question yesterday, and i could not come up with a good answer...

"What is bliss?"

After thinking, i said, "Im not too sure, well, isnt bliss a certain state of happiness or a sense of content? "

So think about it, what is bliss to you?

To me:
Bliss is a never ending Jack Johnson concert.. Bliss is an infinite supply of milkshakes and apple pies.. Bliss is the twinkie you eat after a run on the treadmill.. Bliss is hanging out with your friends and not giving a shit about shit.. Bliss is happiness, happiness is love, love is life, and life is once.

"Live blissfully and embrace it"

fuck you

2008-04-23T19:00:00.001-04:00

its a fucking wednesday, and fuck i feel shitty.

VOTE FOR YOURSELF

2008-04-21T21:59:00.000-04:00

Guess what kind of person you are

2008-04-21T21:34:00.003-04:00

Guess which type of person I am...

Guess what you are?

Life has been pretty normal. I've been having a steady 3.375 gpa and i am not complaining. I got a new front hub set up, Gsport Monkey laced to a proper 48h with a revenge tire, but its going to take at least a week get it laced : \ . Oh yeah, apart from the countless number of bmx and paintball posters in my room's walls, i now have a wall compiled of all of my favorite comics from the newspapers, pretty sweet verdad?

Also lately, ive been obsessed to the Rolling Stones and i cant shake it off, R.E.M. has been catching my attention too, both great sounds, definitely worth listening to...

Also, in reference to an earlier post....
My conclusion on girls is this, whatever I feel is devoid of, its useless and i dont really need it. I'd most certainly be better off without that in the back of my head. Its actually quite simple to be unatracted to girls, just do not look at their chests and pretend they are guys, act like gender is not an issue. Then its relatively easy to get over feelings you had for a girl or any intentions you had planned. I classify both genders under the same category nowadays, I call this universal gender; malfes

Check this out too, http://digg.com/environment/Biofuel_Rule_Will_Do_More_Harm_Than_Good

Haha, biofuel is a joke.

opposite sex

2008-04-20T22:19:00.002-04:00

Through countless hours of debating and negotiation, my hormones and I have come to a conclusion. We have concluded that the female gender, as seen by through the eyes of an blatant genius(myself), are not a necessity and are not imperative to our survival.

Considering that they do have baby makers, is imperative to our species, and not to the opposite genders.

So yes, in a sense of survival, the opposite sex is quite important.

But in the sense that they are required as an expression of human emotions and affection is completely preposterous. Let us be true to ourselves as guys, and let know that no man, no matter how sincere and respectful, would be completly disinterested of a charming, attractive, and essentially "hot" woman approaching him and implying that she too is of interest to him. You women too, sexual attraction is impossible to avoid between the two sexes unless, both parties are hideous and gut wrenchingly facially disfigured. Then it is a different story. But as of know, the hot guy will always appeal to the girl and the beautiful girl will most definitely attract guys.

That is the very basic science of the Laws of Attraction and the strange relationships between the two sexes.

What I have concluded, nevermind, what i have deduced : Portrayed in this very elaborate text chart.

Males <> Females

SO, I have decided that I will remain faithful to the one girl in my life...

Her name is sanity and she has great judgment skills.

is it? why? how?

2008-04-20T10:31:00.000-04:00

http://upload.gaiatools.com/files/googlesuggest_1.png

is it ok to make a baby cry?

cup

2008-04-19T22:40:00.000-04:00

My skill for seeing the cup half empty is depressing. Apparently I ask too many questions. What material is it made of? plastic, glass? What kind of cup is it? a teacup? a tin cup? a wine glass? What is in the cup? vodka? water? or juicy juice?

I usually imagine a entire keg, a bendy straw at the top, and its full of pig feces.

I bet you ask why the fuck i see such a sight...

Its the times. Just like that, the era I live in is sad and pathetic. It influences my pessimism, determines my conceptualism, and destroys my optimism.

The universe is without point. Humans are animals, natural selection has given us the upper hand. No matter how much time and money we spend debating that we are better than that of a jungle Gorilla we are not. Actually, we are far worse. Name one other species in where they would kill each other simply for the sake of killing, name a species that would destroy entire peoples for the same select species to benefit from while their brethren suffer. Show me an animal that deliberately hurts itself or others for no reason but an ideal. Fucking imagine an animal that kills its brother because it was different than itself.

I can think of none, but a human surely qualifies.

Please, dont preach to me of how advanced mankind is. That is a entire subject that I am too tired to get into. And I am not in a mood to get angry.

Mommy, i want a boob job! please get me one!

2008-04-19T21:35:00.002-04:00

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/showbiz/showbiznews.html?in_article_id=559741&in_page_id=1773

And you say that I am being absurd.

Thomas Edison started bmx

2008-04-18T14:59:00.000-04:00

lulz.

As blue as oceans

2008-04-16T16:39:00.002-04:00

http://www.ffrf.org/

I love me some seperation between church and state!
w00t! probs the best thing about the constitution...

Chaos!

2008-04-15T19:36:00.002-04:00

When i tell you that this article is one of the most interesting fucking articles i've ever read, then i am implying you should read it too

You wont.

http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/
http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/ARTICLE5/

" President George H. W. Bush wanted a war in Iraq. Like Crassus, George Bush is motivated by money. Specifically oil money. But with the OPEC alliance failing to keep limits on oil production in the Mideast, the market was being glutted with oil pumped from underneath Iraq, which sat over roughly 1/3 of the oil reserves of the entire region."

"While several American Presidents have willingly started wars for personal purposes, perhaps no President has ever carried it to the extreme that Bill Clinton has.

Coincident with the expected public statement of Monica Lewinsky following her testimony, Bill Clinton ordered a cruise missile attack on Sudan and Afghanistan, claiming to have had irrefutable proof that bogeyman extraordinaire (and former Afghani ally) Osama Bin Ladin was creating terrorist chemical weapons there.

Later examination of the site hit in Afghanistan revealed it to be a mosque."

"On November 29th, Secretary of State Hull showed United Press reporter Joe Leib a message with the time and place of the attack, and the New York Times in it's special 12/8/41 Pearl Harbor edition, on page 13, reported that the time and place of the attack had been known in advance!"

"The state-sponsored schools will never tell you this, but governments routinely rely on hoaxes to sell their agendas to an otherwise reluctant public. The Romans accepted the Emperors and the Germans accepted Hitler not because they wanted to, but because the carefully crafted illusions of threat appeared to leave no other choice."

Corrupt, dishonest, shady, treacherous, and fraudulent. What else sums up the motherfuckers in power?

Ice Cube

2008-04-13T21:48:00.001-04:00

oh snap!

Nineteen Ninety THREE, much more ba-e-ya-e-younce
Ice Cube comin' with the half ounce
Not Just Knee Deep, jeep fulla smog
Ah To Mic DOOOOOOOOOOOOG
Like ya behind, heard it through the grapevine
How much longer will you be mine?
And I'ma tell ya, I don't like drama
So do I have to put my handcuffs on your mama
'Cause Bertha Butt did her fuckin' boogie with her crew
But I'd rather fuck you, boo
And make you say humdrum, tweedee dum
Humdrum don't succumb when I'm done, buckin' shit
One nation under a groove gettin down for the fuck of it
Tear the roof of this motherfucker like we did last night, son
And hit you with the bop gun

Where ever life takes you...

2008-04-13T17:59:00.002-04:00

dont ever forget the people that influence you the most, if that starts to happen, its a surefire sign that you have forgotten why you wanted to get somewhere in the first place..

I got a haircut and i ate at one of my favorites, Nam San. What a way to spend a Sunday with the fam, verdad?

http://www.zefrank.com/punc/

How Hilary lost my vote

2008-04-09T21:26:00.002-04:00

A good article

read

http://www.philly.com/dailynews/opinion/20080409_How_Hillary_lost_my_vote.html

musica

2008-04-06T19:46:00.002-04:00

Well brothers, if you have been trying to find good music, i have compiled a rough list of what ive been listening to these past few weeks. Not saying that my music is good or anything.

Strawberry alarm clock
snow patrol
bright eyes
Jurassic 5
Cat power
Elvis costello
Amy whinehouse
leona lewis
MILEY
immortal technique
interpol
johnny cash
the sounds
swollen members

Next month, this list will be entirely different,

can you be addicted to music? i seem to think so..